Not the best place for me talk about this, but Blenderartist is a better place than most, as far as the internet goes. And I don’t want to keep bothering my friends with complaining, as I tend to complain a measurable amount.
Women. I think a woman can just as good as a man. I see on the internet that supposedly men hate women, but I know that the internet attracts idle people who are opinionated and bitter.
I just watched a video of a girl putting make-up on her fiance, just for the kicks. It was pretty funny. He said “Am I pretty now?” jokingly. She somewhat goes off on a tangent, saying “Don’t wear make-up for others approval,” as well as, “Girls don’t wear make-up for men’s approval.” He replies that he was just asking if he looks pretty now.
When she said that girls don’t wear make-up for the approval of men, that kindof hurt. I want girls to like me. It would also be nice for girls to want my attention, some. Unfortunately, I have a hard time trusting women/girls, even ones that I know. The much older women I have little issue with; I have a fair bit of confidence that they will respond positively, most of the time. They will also, at times start the conversation. That’s nice.
I may know a girl/woman who is relatively young, compared to senor citizens that is. I may have known them for quite a while, and have tried initiating conversation with many, but I would say that 2 out of 5 do not respond, and 2 out of 5 do not open up, even after months of acquaintanceship. They will rarely initiate conversation, and, by far, I have had few conversations longer than a minute.
It’s hard to pinpoint in words what exactly I’m so exasperated about. But I hope you can get my drift. I see other guys and they seem to be doing better. Perhaps they simply do not allow themselves to think about problems.
I will certainly try not to worry about it too much, and continue to make efforts to be friendly with them.